I know this isn’t what I wanted.
Never thought it'd come this far,
just thinking back to where we started
and how we lost all that we are.
I could see it's not the same.
I’m standing here but you don't see me,
i'd give it all for that to change.
I don't want to lose him,
I don’t want to let him go.
I’m standing out in the rain,
i need to know if it’s over.
Flooded with all this pain,
knowing that I'll never hold him,
like I did before the storm.
And with every strike of lightning
comes a memory that lasts.
MAYBE I SHOULD GIVE UP.