One day maybe i will LOVE again.

I know this isn’t what I wanted.
Never thought it'd come this far,
just thinking back to where we started
and how we lost all that we are.
I could see it's not the same. 
I’m standing here but you don't see me, 
i'd give it all for that to change. 
I don't want to lose him,
I don’t want to let him go.
I’m standing out in the rain, 
i need to know if it’s over.
Flooded with all this pain, 
knowing that I'll never hold him, 
like I did before the storm.
And with every strike of lightning 
comes a memory that lasts.
 
MAYBE I SHOULD GIVE UP.