Story of my life, searching for the right but it keeps avoiding me. Sorrow in my soul
because it seems that wrong. Really loves my company, he's more than a man and
this is more than love. The reason that the sky is blue, the clouds are rollin' in, because
I'm gone again. And to him I just can't be true, and I know that he knows I'm unfaithful and
it kills him inside to know that I am happy with some other guy. I can see him dyin'. I don't
wanna do this anymore
, I don't wanna be the reason why everytime I walk out the door I
see him die
a little more inside
. I don't wanna hurt him anymore; I don't wanna take away
his life
. I don't wanna be a murderer. A lie I did not have to tell, because we both know.